So when theres no more to do
Ive grown up to be that I am
A fine line between then and now
Am I really grown up now?
If theres no more to be
Be please me let me be
Cannot think my way out
So what is there to think?
Maybe I will fade
Maybe I can fade
I will never fade
I can only exist
No will to go on
No one to go on
I must be grown up
I must be grown up
I must be grown up
I must be grown up
Living on the edge
Almost falling off
If I fall will I catch me?
Thinking of a better time
My lifetime slips away
I am almost grown up
And now theres no more to de
My dreams are going nowhere
Lifetime is all used up
Better times are straight ahead
But I cant seem to reach
First ill have to die
Just to be a better fool
I have to close my eyes
Then maybe I will fade
Maybe I can fade
No, I will never fade
I can only exist
I never asked for this
I never asked for this
Why is it this way?