In this fragile state
I inject and sedate
An angst ridden mess
With this demons I possess
Fear is fucking me over
Boxed in and limited
Neurotic and ambivalent
Locked in and paranoid
Demons fill the open void
A world full of trouble is facing me
Unforgiving vultures of society
You tell me what to do like It's so easy
But you have no ideia what it's like to be me
When it rains it pours
Friendships a revolving door
When it aches it breaks
I leave my soul to forsake
I need an answer, I need a sign
In all this sorrow I don't feel alive
I need an answer to all my prayers
In all this empty black
All that's left is fear
If there's a light the next day
I'll throw it all away
The reapers seduction
Leads to my self destruction
A world full of vampires to feed
That eat you out and leave you to bleed
You tell me what to do like it's so easy
But you have no idea what it's like to be me
When it rains it pours
Friendships a revolving door
When it aches it breaks
I leave my soul to forsake
I need an answer, I need a sign
In all this sorrow I don't feel alive
I need an answer to all my prayers
In all this empty black
All that's left is fear
All that's left is fear
I'm walking through this concrete wasteland
It's like moving through clay
Please don't leave me alone with my mind
You cant imagine the pain I'll find
Haning on by the skin of my teeth
A world without meaning leaves me obsolete
A turning point that never comes
Our hopes and dreams they come undone
Fear is fucking me over
This fear and psychosis
This growing neurosis
Departs me from reality
This fear and psychosis
This growing neurosis
Leads me to insanity
This lonely existance
This dying persistance
This lonely existance
This dying persistance
I need an answer, I need a sign
In all this sorrow I don't feel alive
I need an answer to all my prayers
In all this empty black
All that's left is fear
All that's left is fear