Ill be your friend and Ill stay til the end
And Ill play just to lose all while in love with you
Hold you close when its cold, want to take off your clothes and Ill tell myself I deserve it
But as Im falling asleep I will wait in the dark being still as a snake and hungry as a shark
My brain tying knots and connecting the dots of how everything I say is a lie
You said Ive seen you quiet & red when you blush
And the skin under nails from the shoulders you crush and your typewriter heart, narrating all of the parts that you tell yourself is the truth
I said cut me some slack, you know I can change back - I am Jekyll and Hyde
I am trying to find just a balance of sorts so that when I distort I can cut off the parts I dont like
Im not sure what were fighting for
I see your smile lines when youre deadpan, I fall at your feet
I got this feeling youre in mourning, youre sick of me
Try to take it back - theres nothing you can say to fix it now
You are my light I need you tonight
Pay me the caution that you give to your friends
Oh the buckets and spades, the means to the ends
Do you save it for me so I can brutally see all the tricks that you learnt as a kid?
I dont believe anyone
That doesnt sound like something that Id say to anyone
You gotta help me please