I used to share, I used to care
The good in me is gone, I'm bad
I used to give, I used to feel
The things you did will never heal
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Oh-oh, oh-oh
The monster is real
Oh-oh, oh-oh
I'll be in heaven when I'm giving you hell
Like I'm godsent
I don't know if you've been told
Life in hell is mighty cold
What goes around is coming back
You can't run away from that
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Oh-oh, oh-oh
The monster is real
Oh-oh, oh-oh
I'll be in heaven when I'm giving you hell
Like I'm godsent
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Oh-oh, oh-oh
The monster is real
Oh-oh, oh-oh
I'll be in heaven when I'm giving you hell
Like I'm godsent