At first I didnt care
But she kept on trying
And I was not aware
So I gave it a try
I thought she had feelings too
But when I went back home
She went back to that guy
What if I am just one more score for her?
What if Id said no when shed first asked me?
All those thoughts are driving me crazy
I cant get over em
What if I was the easy way for her?
I guess Im wrong again
We were not together
She said I was a friend
I thought we were more that this
And now when she tells me I love you
I dont even know if its true
I feel so lost
I saw and heard things
I wish I could get outta my head
Its not that easy for me
When shes the first girl
I gave my heart and my trust to
What if I am just one more score for her?
What if Id said no when shed first asked me?
What if shes not the one I thought she was?
What if she loves me but I cant see it?
All those thoughts are driving me crazy
I cant get over em
What if I cant go on living this way?