[Verse 1]
I'm doing fine, you hear me?
I’ve been going to the gym, breathing hard when I swim
I've been folding the laundry and playing with the kids in the morning
I'm fine, I’m doing swell tonight
I drank all the vodka 'fore yoga then slept through the kriya
Woke for the prayer, now I'm on fire
I'll write this raving song of the night
Don't care if the truth becomes lies, I just want the excitement of vice
To escape from what's missing inside me, oh, brother, I'm not dead
[Chorus]
How am I living when one that I loved left before me?
How am I warm when I can't feel the sun like I once did?
I look back, but the loss that feel is all blinding
Ever been searching so hard for something you cannot find it?
There’s nothing left to do but let the band kick in
[Verse 2]
So give me hail for the pain
Give me them dents on the roof of my brain
I took all the pride I could take, I’m high on the shame
Just painting this night to exceed what's around it
And I, I’m high on this ride
Let me forget my name, my body and all that defines it
And dive in the currents that drown and revive me
Oh, brother, I'm not dead
[Chorus]
How am I living when one that I loved left before me?
How am I warm when I can't feel the sun like I once did?
I look back, but the loss that feel is all blinding
Ever been searching so hard for something you cannot find it?
There's nothing left to do but let the band kick in
[Instrumental Break]
[Bridge]
Where are you?
Where are you?
Am I a ghost in my life?
Just hiding in plain sight of all those I need and who need me?
Oh, please don’t remind me that, brother, I'm not dead
[Chorus]
How am I living when one that I loved left before me?
How am I warm when I can't feel the sun like I once did?
I look back, but the loss that feel is all blinding
Ever been searching so hard for something you cannot find it?
There's nothing left to do but let the band kick in