If i said I’m sorry would you even understand
Thoughts of my past self speak to the person that I am
I've been losing sleep, I toss and turn
But there’s so much i haven’t learned
As i grow old I’m more concerned
These words will reach you as i start to fade away
Maybe i should explain
I, I create my distance
Why, I don’t ever listen
You kept me safe and sound and still I always let you down
I, I’m so self destructive
Why, am I so reluctant
To let these habit’s end
Close this book and start again
Never again, Never again, never again
Never again, Never again, never again
Oh, no
If i said I’m sorry would you give me a fair chance
Let me catch my breath i swear i'll help you understand
I wasn’t myself i was someone else
Losing you was not good for my health
I've been in a panic, this is hell
Maybe i should give up, wish you well
I'm sorry, i'll start over again
I, I create my distance
Why, I don’t ever listen
You kept me safe and sound and still I always let you down
I, I’m so self destructive
Why, am I so reluctant
To let these habit’s end
Close this book and start again
I’m trying so hard to be
Someone that you could love easily
I, I create my distance
Why, I don’t ever listen
You kept me safe and sound, still I always let you down
I, I create my distance
Why, I don’t ever listen
You kept me safe and sound and still I always let you down
I, I’m so self destructive
Why, am I so reluctant
To let these habit’s end
Close this book and start again
Never again, Never again, never again
Still i always let you down
Never again, Never again, never again
Oh, no
Never again, Never again, never again
Still i always let you down
Never again, Never again, never again
Oh, no