My fate is painstaking
I run away, hoping that I run into my making
Maker am I just forsaken
Ready to bust my load because I do not have no patience
Calling on ya phone and its going straight to the tone
Like I'm stuck in danger in the Paris catacombs
Seeing stuff the isn’t turn the light on and it’s gone
As above so below I am lower then low
I don’t wanna know
What I'm drinking needs no antidote
Just shut me up
And shut me down
My Life is far from basic
The emptiness surround the void inside me
Like it’s vacant
Finding ways to fill it unfulfilled a natural feeling as I battle mental illness often clashing with my brilliance
Now I'm Smokin reefa
Till the ashes tumble down a nigga sneakers
My fear and anxiety off the meters
The only thing I know that I don’t know
So enter unknown
When shit is getting Rocky we touchstone
I don’t wanna know
What I'm drinking needs no antidote
Just shut me up
And shut me down
My life is straight racing
I speed away, hoping that I lost whoever’s chasing
Chaser, he is always gaining
Ready to use my nose if he’s getting closer I'm just waitin
I Cannot stay neutral I fucked my clutch
Do I go forward or do I just back up
Do I lay down or do I just stand up
The only thing I know is that I don’t know