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Afterlife Dispatch - Life Is An Abstract Distraught Mess Written Based Freestyle Lyrics

Life doesn't feel coherent
Abstract distraught mess
Filled with sociopath's
Possibly or maybe i misinterpret them highly doubt it
Can't collect anything in my mind
Dissarray can describe my psychedelic head box
Of thought's
I'm attacked with
Psychic element's within
I'm designed to fall with my head in my hand's
Blessed be
But I'm not Wiccan just like saying
About to be super saiyan
Saying word's
You know who will throw you
Not goku but I got roach too
To keep my head straight
For a moment
Covering my face
While trying to make a grand
Or a way to pay or some property
Some land
Or property
Got the components
Remotе control an rc
Car raised the bar
Young 20
See's no future
Just donе
Want to leave this god forsaken town
It's hell I'm holding my head above the waves
The undertow get's me
Rip me to shred's is all i say
Kick me cause I'm in misery
Not misery club
Look up to em though
Inspiration's but anyway
I'm in a rush to die
But anyway
I got a foxwedding beat
My name might merge and be engraved on a grave stone
I stay home and write song's
No respirator's to ressurect me
Listening to the cure or yung cortex beat's
Pure gabepentin in me
Either that or tripping on dmt
My lung's are dead set to loose air flow
They never cared though
I'll make it
Or to beheaded metaphorically speaking
Cause each evening
My death sentences border's me
In area of thought's with mortar's firing of
Either option i'm saying goodbye
And having lot of stuff in my system
Succeed with creative weed thoughts or die
Need to come up or meet the creator if their is one
I'm a skeptic spiritual but no religion
Deceased maybe soon
Getting this done
Putting in work
Bout to kill their doubt with a couple word's
Or a couple verse s
Cooking up merch
Despite each disturbance
Designing a website
With qlovesmakonnen
This is fun
Dropping each track
Like the super chef but
My death gazing thought's wavy
Serotonin receptor's
Neglect me
Alone and
Write lyric's in five minutes
Got the ingredients
A batch of beats
And lyrics
Hater's should fear it
Finna crack each sentence
With the pen and it will act as if i'm opening an ancient sealed
Hidden secret
Despite being condemned all these narcisissist opinion's they can keep it
Not saying they are 100 percent but they gaslight
And in my past life I carry energy
Of positive not this bullshit
Of them hurting consistently
It wasn't mean to be
Tired of them degrading me
While they remain foolish
It's scary they want me dead
Need to leave before they bust in my window and slit my throat
I'm lost in the faded
Ambient gang
Not complacent
Ready for wave's
I'm a hippie
Got the reverb on the voice
Purest

Chorus effect thrown on
Implanted in memory
In the ear's of the beholder
To their brain
Soul of pain
Release
Stay up while I drink soda
To work
Remain manic scan the area to make sure they don't star shit
I'm in morbid distress
This is my alone song
I'm in debt in this abyss
Sometimes it feels like people lie
And don't really give a shit
If i'm not adequate then kick me in the ribs
That's not possession
I'm just depressed in predictaments
And my religious family wouldn't understand
Run your mouth and drink coffee
Wake up
(sleeping)
And see i'm bleeding
Don't take my presence for granted
I don't neglect xanax
But i need or weed for anxiety
Just like i'm twenty
Listening to J.cole
Late soul
Just the twenty one pilot's
Type
Dilated iris with guns for hands
It's me
Life doesn't feel coherent
Abstract distraught mess
Can't collect anything in my mind
Dissaray can describe my psychedelic head box
Of thought's and it's process
Psychedelic element's within
I'm designed to fall with my head's covering my face
While trying to make a grand
Or a way to pay for some land or property
Young 20 see's no future got the philosophy
Not socrates
Dropping alot of consistent
Mission driven determenation
In a nation where they abolish dream's
And leave creative's forsaken
Just done
Want to leave this god forsaken town
It's hell holding my head above the waves
The undertow gets me
Rip me to shreds is all I say
Kick me cause im in misery
Not misery club
Look up to em though
Life doesnt feel coherent

Abstract distraught mess

Can't collect anything in my mind

Dissaray can describe my psychedelic head box

Of thoufhts

And its process

Psychic elements within

I'm Designed to fall with my head in my hands

Covering my face

While trying to make a grand

Or a way to pay for

Some land

Or property

Young 20

Sees no future

Got

The philosophy

Not socrates

Dropping alot of consistent

Mission driven determanation

In a nation where they want to abolish dreams

And leave creatives forsaken

Just done

Want to leave this god forsaken town

Its hell Im holding my head above the waves

The undertow gets me

Rip me to shreds is all i say

Kick me cause

Im in misery

Not misery club

Look up to em though

Im in a rush

To be beheaded metaphorically speaking

Cause each evening

My death sentences borders me

In an area of thoughts with mortar strikes firing on my heart

Pouring certain urgent needed mix sprite to abate from scars







Wish your silouhette would show its outline
Im loosing I'm a devoted try hard

When it comes to a song

Work ethic's extremly evident

Poor my heart into lyrics

If we were in court

You would see that this sport

Is my element

Abort your hateful

Disgraceful mission

I got the gift and

I harness in it me

Hitting spliffy's

Taking gabapentin

For my restless leg syndrome

That never leaves even though i move at a normal pace

Excercise my body

Im rotting I cry

Soon be dead and alone

Fuck it though here's a tape

I left so you could see the effort

Atleast

Before the death occurs and decay

Enters my shell h.a.r.d.c.o.r.e

Same word wicca phase used at one point

The reapers got me at gun point

Hardcore

Listening to a springs eternal wiccan

With weed smoke

Playing like a free throw

Its all simple to me though

2014 forest drive is bumping or

Disintegration while im waiting to be clumping in a catagory wanna die

Consumption of alchol might be my ride into the after

And im ready my lungs join

My death process

In a lake they treat me like a monster

Not the god damn lochness

I love them they'd never see it

Talking about family members

Leave me dismembered

God damn their self centered ways

Leaves me in fear for their future

Im trying to be selfless while using fire beats

These haters wanna retire me

No fruity loops on computer yet

Got garageband throughout facades

Snowball mic and ios

Device

God damn

In my life

Is process

Gonna make it and die iron be

By the side of my head

(didn't edit grammar because my life is hectic and people keep me from finishing by getting on to me for being productive can't even fix typo's right now) I apologize might fix soon love you