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Afterlife Dispatch - Theguillotineisnearme Written Based Freestyle Lyrics

{trigger warning]

Keep harming me
Keep cutting me
Continue abusing me
According to you I'm a useless being
Cut my arteries
No seriously

(rap verse)
Do it for me
Or i'll do it myself
Inhale the green i've failed
Once again like always
You can't take advantage of my emotions
This isn't a football game but yet you still
Tackle me when i fumble and you mumble words of assumptions
Towards
Now i'm just a casualty

I need a xanax or a loratab
Tears keep pouring out
Im more dust than ash in an urn
You aren't concerned despite me standing there
Your a snake
Acting as if your lower on the food chain
You never knew pain if you spent a day
In my brain you'd probably attempt suicide
And i've talked you out of it
You did it to manipulate
Stood by you dont stand by me
When the blade's so ingrained
In my veins
That the flatline
Can't be reversed i'm hurt
In dismay
Been this way since birth and you intensified it
Added on to ptsd made it worse
Don't cry when i'm laying lifeless
Bitch
Think about all the lives you hurt
Not just mine
As i slice my wrist
Getting so stressed to the point of breath
Going out
My heart's slowing down
Almost dead
Hope you know it now
I'll carve it in my arm if you don't stop
I'm depressed
Hope i drown
Stressed
I can hear your screams
Even when I'm alone in bed
I'm seeing your silhouette in the corner
I hallucinate too much
Been through the hate
I'm bound by chains
Basically i'm so tore up
Where were you?
When i fell
Even though i had your back
Slash my wrists
Cut my hand off
Cut my head off
Let it roll on the floor
Your the guillotine
Your the mark of the beast
And i'm just a corpse
Sever me in half please
I'm begging you
Cause im dying inside
And i want you to
Or i'll do it myself and when i do
Don't be surprised