[Verse 1]
Nobody cares bout your feelings/
Fuck everythings all i feel is numb right now/
Hanging in the ceiling cutting wrist/
Wanted to feel right now/
But i dont wanna feel alone at all/
I dont know whats going on my mind/
Brain blowing/ heart racing/ faster than a nascar/
But i dont really want a fast car/
All i really want is fast life/
I dont wanna wait till i’m 27/ i’m too tired right now~
Suicidal hotline on dial/ but fuck its dont really work at all~
My porcelaine face is broken/ Started crumbling can you see my scar/
[Verse 2]
There is no more hope for me/
Don’t even try to pray for me/
Lord watching slowly death of me/
Blood splatter on my shirt but i dont feel guilty/
Reaper coming please say somethings/
He do nothing/ standing still/
Why would you do this to me/
I’m dying nothing can help me/
I woke up in the morning sun still shining/
This shit not i want to be/
I dont wanna survived anymore/
Won't you just let me die alone/
Let me blame my addiction/
And my self-created wounds/
I think lord dont even wanna take my motherfucking soul/
Gonna sell my soul to satan but i don’t really have one/
There is no place where i belong/
Now Living like i’m a ghost/
Think i’m going stay solo/
Facing pain that keeping grow all alone/
Even tho i know that there is no more hope/