[Verse 1]
I found myself at the broken mirror/
Hangin on the wall just like this before/
If the wall could talk would he say some/
If i drown my sorrow would she stay home/
Say somethin’ got me freaked out if she leavin’/
Feel nothin’ but my head still spinning/
Fuck feeling my heart now turn cold/
Got me thinking i don’t wanna fuck with hoes no more/
Duck down babygirl i’m tryin to chill/
Laydown on my shoulder but dont get too close/
Sama old bullshit that you said you love me still/
Pretty lies covered in the sky/ i’m in love with a ghost/
I ain’t forget when rain pouring in your eyes/
I’m working make a rainbow but you colorblind/
Time i waste money won't erase the pain/
Send me to the hell rotting down with my own name/
How i can hold your hand if you letting go/
Put my heart in a box i dont wanna hurt no more/
Why won't you pull the trigger just let me drown/
Wrong choices dont you see the pain that keeping grow/
If i die tonight would you cry alone/
If i die tonight would you sing a song/
If i die tonight would you go to my funeral/
Put a flower with alcohol make it unforgettable/
[Chorus]
And i try/
And i try/
To hold you close/
But you keep floating like a fucking ghost/
Dont waste my time/
Dont waste my time/
Now i know i fucked up all along/
And i’m alone/ 2x
[Verse 2]
I used to be okay without you/
Chillin all day shit is different when it goes to you/
Now i can’t/ even manner my mind/
Pop more pill that shit keep make me fine/
Bury my feelings and memories behind/
Suicidal on the night will i survived/
I open up my soul but i’m still ignored/
Veins dont work/ my whole body is cold/
As your fucking word you told/