Video Mommas Interlude de Ajax The Lesser 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Ajax The Lesser - Mommas Interlude Lyrics

[Verse: Ajax the Lesser]
And I do this for my momma
And I went through it cause my poppa
Was too stupid, although he was a scholar
And he decided one day the he ain't wanna be a father
But that’s okay, I'm chasing everything because of it
Chasin money, chasing women, and chase another fix
When it comes to influence I'm almost always under it
Sometimes above of it
I’m often othered or the smothered kid
My personality shifts the way the wind blows
And I sleep so much to shutter shut my soul windows
Sometimes I'm the man but sometimes I'm a boy
Sometimes when crying I don't even make a noise
I'm dead silent like graves in midday
Or sound waves ‘fore somebody hits play
On they walkman or they iPod
I've been shuffled too much to know the life track that I'm on
I'm the Ho Chi Min city to my Saigon
I evolve slower than legendaries with an everstone
I’m never home
Scared to be around those who would make me better known
Do more damage then an unfettered crone
Used to wanna write a letter to God to ask for a better loan
Like
Could I be smaller or could I be faster?
Could I not be black, i.e could I just matter?
Matter of fact could I have retractable back
To make bending over easier
Prevent my cracks and snaps when I act my acrobats
I stretch more often now
I don’t run from myself, I just walk it out
I kill myself over my mistakes, and then I chalk it out
So when I encounter them again, I can just walk around
I regularly trip over nothing
I'd flip back and act like I was stunting
Learned to laugh at scratch or a break
I don’t think I'd ever pass on a date
I think I need a few more offers to be sure
I don't know
I am what I am
But I know I can be more
Learned from loved ones how to adore life for life's sake
But now when I look in the mirror my eye’s dilate
[Outro]
And I push through it for my mama