[Chorus]
Blood on the bed
Not like the rest
Feeling so dead
Wasting time
Will I ever be okay?
She told me she's leaving
I'm dying so slow
Wake up from this nightmare
Feeling the cold air
[Verse]
There's blood on my wrists
There's cuts on my wrists
They say life is too simple
I do not wanna exist
Don't wanna be here
Leave me alone
Leave me in peace
[Chorus]
Blood on the bed
Not like the rest
Feeling so dеad
Wasting time
Will I ever bе okay?
She told me she's leaving
I'm dying so slow
Wake up from this nightmare
Feeling the cold air
[Poem]
I try my fucking hardest to please others
But I can't even do it to my fucking self
And I just can't fucking take it anymore
Bout to go fucking back of my head
And fucking shoot myself that's all I am fucking worth for
And no one fucking understands
And no one fucking tries anymore
They just say that I'm fucking crazy
With everything I fucking do
And the only thing I ever wanted was to be fucking free
Waking up every fucking morning
With an agonizing fucking pain on my fucking chest
My heart is fucking pulling out and my throat is fucking sore
And my fucking desire is just to see you one more fucking time
Treat me fucking medication for this shit
But this shit is just drives me fucking insane
And I don't wanna fucking deal with it
I don't wanna deal with this agonizing
Fucking pain
Dealing with anxiety every fucking day
The only thing I fucking grasp now [?]
Waking up and my fucking head's a fucking mess
My head is going through a fucking cycle
No one wants to fucking talk to me anymore
And I can't even fucking take it anymore
I got fucking no one
Now leaving everything behind