[Verse]
Got the "gender" fit on
At the bus stop whilst I'm contemplating
Catching a bus and your stares
Claim you've got no problems like I can't even see
All these signs like a lifeline, yet you feign that you're blind
'Cause you're doing the same thing as he
There's places I can't visit, there's things I can't listen
'Cause of what he did to me
Deny my face, but you can't get to my spirit
Reasoning aside, nothing I say'd ever make you hear it
Say I act too fast, but we've had eons of talks bout it
Does anything above a snail's pace make your head start to split?
[Chorus]
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
I don't even feel sorry that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
I'd suck it up, but I'd be doing you a favour
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
Still feel no remorse that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
Can't try it now, no longer doing favours
[Verse]
There's a picture perfect avenue with all this shit you talk
You pride yourself on normalcy, so you can watch me and gawk
I'm blunt and clueless, and that's the way that I walk
I make my weirdness a trophy, while it makes you feel shot
I'm immune to your wining, so you fall flat on your ass
You're coping and seething, I scan my transit pass
Pop my earbud in as they step on the gas
I reclaim my future, whilst you remain in the past
I'm sorry I couldn't be the her that never existed
If you want her to be real so bad, add her to your wish list
[Chorus]
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
I don't even feel sorry that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
I'd suck it up, but I'd be doing you a favour
It's been years since he left, but his whispers still linger
Still feel no remorse that I couldn't be her
When I stated what I wanted, I fell ill to manipulators
Can't try it now, no longer doing favours