[Verse 1]
I'm staring at my scattered thoughts
And falling way too far in my head
My head, into my head, my head
It feels like I've got
[Pre-Chorus 1]
Got no directions, gotta find there remedy
[Chorus]
Is my mind broken cause I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
[Verse 2]
I've tried, It's so fitting that this happens at the worst time
I start overthinking everything in my mind
And now I don't know how to fake it if don't feel anything
It's been like this for a while now
I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown
And wish that I was anybody else but me now
Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I'm losing my confidence, feeling like I don't deserve
No acknowledgement
Breaking my promises, I'm being honest
The future is ominous
I wish I was better at solving a problem
Instead of just starting them
I'm giving it everything, giving it all
Just to give it away
[Chorus]
Is my mind broken cause I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
[Bridge]
I'm highly conflicted my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy
Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking
I'm thinking I need a new hobby
Like what is the point If I have no direction
A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension
Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing
On letting them down I hate the rejection
I don't know what I want now!
I hate the rejection but I ain't bout stopping
My mental is lethal, my Thoughts can be toxic
I'm about to break down!
This life got thinking bout loving the pain
I think that I'm broken I'm going insane
[Chorus]
Is my mind broken cause I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?