[Verse 1]
Yeah, high off the pain and the sadness
There's no comfort in the panic
Calm me down, I need a Xanax
I'm on the edge and I don't wanna take my chances
Yeah, new year, new loss
I've been trying to get across, lost inside of all our thoughts, yeah
Same dream, same cost
And I work 'til I exhaust every option, every want
[Pre-Chorus 1]
This is me wondering
Why I'm empty, then it hit me
[Chorus]
I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might
Make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm
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[Verse 2]
Yeah, act like I'm sane, but it's tragic
Vicious cycle like an addict
I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking
I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged
I'm bottled up, hard to manage
And sick of everybody 'cause nobody's understanding
I don't wanna talk 'cause I know what they'd be saying
[Pre-Chorus 2]
Maybe it's too late
One foot in my grave
Could it be my fault?
[Chorus]
I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might
Make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm
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[Bridge]
Life hitting me like a freight train
After this shit I'll never be the same
Lost a good thing and it all changed
Now I look around need something to blame
Something to blame, something to blame
After this shit I'll never be the same
Be the same, be the same
Now I know now it's only me to blame
[Breakdown]
Blame
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
[Chorus]
I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might
Make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm
Modified
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