Now, it's late and it feels like it's been forever since the darkness filled my face. Lay awake in disguise, they'll never see me. It couldn't be much worse than this year. Sometimes, it's like I'm not even here, but I haven't given up. This year can only bring fear, and hope. Now, it's late and it feels like it's been forever since the darkness filled my face. Lay awake in disguise, they'll never see me. For a moment, I'd survived. Sometimes, it's like I'm not even here, but I haven't given up. This year can only bring fear, and hope.