I close the door, nobody's there
I´m watching shadows in front of me…
‘Cause I don´t know what a fuck is wrong with me
What am I suppose to be? I´m not a freak.
1o Ref: I could use some time
Try to change my head
I seem alive but I´m not, O.K.?
So what am I supposed to feel?
So what am I suppose to do?
And what am I supposed to be?
I'm dieing, dieing…
So what am I supposed to do?
And what am I fucking doing here?
And what a fuck I'm doing here?
I'm dieing, dieing…
I close the door, nobody's there
I´m watching shadows in front of me…
‘Cause I don´t know what a fuck is wrong with me
What am I suppose to be? I´m not a freak.
1o Ref: …
So what am I supposed to do?
So what am I suppose to feel?
And am I supposed to die?
I'm dieing, dieing…
So what am I supposed to do?
And what am I fucking doing here?
And what a fuck I'm doing here?
I'm dieing, dieing…
2o Ref: I'm not a lie
That was what my mind and I used to tell me.
In front of me
you found a way
a sense to sell your soul, to make a pact with death.
I'm not a lie
That was what my mind and I used to tell…
That was what my mind and I used to tell…
That was what my mind and I used to tell me!
All the time I pray for
One and only simple miracle
Otherwise I can't go on
I need something that makes me smile again
I'm still right here
Just given blood
for something that I never find
Now you leave me here
with this fear
Leave me broken bitter in my heart…
Leave me bitter in my heart…
I've got so many fucking words
That I could say to you before...
It was a big mistake
I can live without you
Now whoore everything that I could say to you before
It was a big mistake
I can live without a trace…
I could live without a trace,
All the time a feel sorry inside of me…
and I hate you…