I'm alone here in my room…
Sometimes I only remember
That I'm nothing
I'm here fighting with me, I feel so sorry inside.
Days will pass and my life makes no sense.
Every sad tear that I'm loosing
Dry my empty soul.
Every second it's one eternity for me…
I'm hiding in my shadow
All this time.
I came to this place
Waiting for my change… to die…
Waiting for my fucking life?
Where is my fucking face?
maybe I'm insane…
Ref: Feel all this pain inside of me
This nightmares… that come fucking with my mind
I can´t pretend that I'm not dead,
Give me something my God… if you really exist…
Maybe somebody understands me
It's so late to change my world
I can't feel the blood in my veins
But I feel the shame.
Every night I'm staying awake,
Nothing makes me smile again
I feel that I'm lost in time
I feel that I'm loose in this tribe.
Ref: Feel all this pain inside of me
This nightmares… that come fucking with my mind
I can´t pretend that I'm not dead,
Give me something my God… if you really exist…
One, two, three… Now make you One…
Where is my self-esteem?
One… blood
Two… hate
Three… anger
Where is my self-esteem?
One, two, make three, Now it's One…
Where is my self-esteem?
… but tomorrow it could be late
Tomorrow maybe my soul could fade
Tomorrow I could see things
and then I could've changed…
and then I could've failed…
and then I could've tried…
and then I could've fight…
and then I could've found something that helps me to live all on my way…
And then I fall in time
then I fall into my eyes
then I fucking see
then I could've changed
then I fall in time
then I kill myself here all inside of me…