I had it all figured out
I wouldn't miss a thing
I hope you're listening now
I hope you hear me
I'm not sure what to say and I don't know how to respond
Tell me what to do if I can't be good enough
I can't believe I stood so close to where I throw it all away
There's nothing for me here anymore
No reason I should stay
Break my heart and make it fast 'cause it's all already lost
Please say something just not that 'cause I can't feel anything at all
I can't believe I stood so close to where I throw it all away
There's nothing for me here anymore
No reason I should stay
Tell me something I don't know or I hope I just forgot
And I hope he makes you laugh like I never could and that's he's everything I'm not
And I just want the truth
Is it really all that hard?
But you won't get to watch when I fall apart
I can't believe I stood so close to where I throw it all away
There's nothing for me here anymore
No reason I should stay
Tell me a lie that I'll believe and then maybe I'll forget
And I can't be everything you need but I meant everything I said
I can't believe I stood so close to where I throw it all away