Video Reality Check Acoustic de Abandoning Sunday 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Abandoning Sunday - Reality Check Acoustic Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Neither heaven or hell will take me now ‘cause I'm so lost for so long
Where I fell is where hope gave and it's all gone and I'm all wrong again
All the while they had me so convinced
That all the trying was somehow worth it
This denial that I've been drowning in
Had me believe I don't deserve this

[Chorus]
I've been struggling for years
To find what they call home
And I've been terrified to think
I might still end up all alone

[Verse 2]
Neither what is wrong or I think is right for now
Can make up for this. I can't handle it
And when redemption feels so far out of reach
It seems hopeless and I'm sure it is

And all the while I had them so convinced
That I was trying and somehow meant it
And this denial that I've been drowning in
Had me believe that I was innocent

[Chorus]
I've been struggling for years
To find that they call home
And I've been terrified to think
I might still end up all alone
[Verse 3]
I have made a mockery of all these things that I believe
And I have lost my faith in all the things I knew when I was young
And I have been so out of line. It's no one else's fault but mine
I will take the blame for this if I could learn to just forgive

[Chorus 2x]
I've been struggling for years
To find what theycall home
And I've been terrified to think
I might still end up all alone