Video Hostage de Ae Beats 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Ae Beats - Hostage Lyrics

[hook: jordanisdead]

Feeling like i’m hostage, feeling like i’m boxed in
Blisters rippling my skin, im feeling like i lost it
Throwing up, i rinse away the blood that’s leaking from the faucet
I quit my job, there’s no money to deposit

[verse: jordanisdead]

Apologies for all of these obsessive and competitive behaviors
Conquering what’s left of my genuine nature
I wish i was a savior, but i can’t save myself
The blood and throw up in this sink, reflects the pain i felt
I know i’m capable of more, but i don’t got it in me
Shot of henny, what my peers would take to solve their sinning
But that shit don’t tempt me, more so offends me
I’ve seen the consequences, and i am not defending
I’m numb enough already, i don’t feel shit anymore
Rolling with the punches, i dont fight in petty wars
I see crows in dreams and cranes when i’m awake
Should i trust my instinct or a sight that could be fake?
More so, temporary, and the prophecy is buried
Beneath the ruins, destiny’s unknown it could be scary
I’d prefer no control cuz i don’t have will to persevere
The tide could consume me right here
I’d rather my demise or rise be in the hands of someone else
Fever dream, im feverish, over counter meds just can not help
Is life truly a matter of obtaining wealth?
I don’t have the will or strength to just do it myself, ah shit
[hook: jordanisdead]

Feeling like i’m hostage, feeling like i’m boxed in
Blisters rippling my skin, im feeling like i lost it
Throwing up, i rinse away the blood that’s leaking from the faucet
I quit my job, there’s no money to deposit
Feeling like i’m hostage, feeling like i’m boxed in
Blisters rippling my skin, im feeling like i lost it
Throwing up, i rinse away the blood that’s leaking from the faucet
I quit my job, there’s no money to deposit