[Verse]
Waking up to the empty room lights gloomy
Wanna flight out a window for all that been through me
Out the room sometimes but can't bear my dad’s growls
He talk shit, got me like "Thanks i'm fuckin happy now"
School start, ain't learnin shit from half these classes
Daddy force me to be at the top so i can’t tell his ass then
All i'm asking is a piece of mind some peace of mind
Fuck a grade, the matters is the time of my next line
Sometimes i wish i went away, got sprayed out, laid out
Front of some brick house, it would be nice but instead my dick out
Jacking off is the only time i'm happy in the current
Like Lester, soully i'm dead and it's apparent
Don't know if this rap shit really gonna work out
If not, i got some knots i need to tie up
I'm not sure if i wanna go down that route
But either way in the end i sin so i can't fly up
I’m lying left right but in the bed i lie down in guilt
Trick myself while drowning in this mental prison i built
I won’t get past twen' cause i’ll get my shit ended
But till then i only tell myself one thing
[Outro]
I'm happy
Or am i
Shit i don't know