Outside a happy smiling boy
Inside a lonely and abandoned boy
I can not smile so hard anymore
I think how good it was not to worry about anything
How good it was to love all my back
How good it was to love you
Only lies always prevail
Lies always come out and do not hide
They always show up at the wrong times
To spoil the happiness of a happy and sinless boy
I will always remember this as a weight
An ugly weight, like a lion devouring my heart
My pictures show a smiling boy
A carefree boy with the world
But my heart shows an abandoned boy
A boy who can not survive in love
A boy who will not be able to breathe for a long time
A boy who has become ugly by the hugs of lies
A heart that has become just a showcase
That no one can touch, use or love
Always looking at both sides of the street
For the future and the past joining
Not trusting my heart anymore in anyone
I may seem even handsome to you now
But I'm ugly and discredited at all
I wanted to think in this happy way that everyone thinks
That will always have a good and legal output
That it will really be all right with everyone
But it's never like this
I stand in mine without ever saying
Discrediting me in everything they say
Can you love me that way?
I doubt anyone can love a boy like that
Lonely and hopeless in life itself
A cold boy who can not be affectionate
That dies a little more every day
My pictures show a smiling boy
A carefree boy with the world
But my heart shows an abandoned boy
A boy who can not survive in love
A boy who will not be able to breathe for a long time
A boy who has become ugly by the hugs of lies
A heart that has become just a showcase
That no one can touch, use or love
A boy who can not be the same as before
A boy who can not give a smile
A boy who can not be more gentle
A boy who can not love anymore
A boy who is just waiting to stop breathing
My pictures show a smiling boy
A carefree boy with the world
But my heart shows an abandoned boy
A boy who can not survive in love
A boy who will not be able to breathe for a long time
A boy who has become ugly by the hugs of lies
A heart that has become just a showcase
That no one can touch, use or love