You lay softly, yellow in my mind
but bluer than blue in real life
waving so far away from where i stand
i just wish they would’ve left me in heaven, by your side
so i don’t keep needing you to s-mother me in your yellowtail
It’s been hard trying to find that timeless place
that keeps me still, in time’s limitless space
for I’ve moved all life, I’ve never been still
and you made me feel still,
wherever I went you were there waving for me to come
expect this one time
you’re waving still, but so far away
everything is fully changed again but not even you stayed
so i just want to feel you s-mothering me in your cool waters one more time
slowly getting my entirety wet
loving me like nobody else
holding me, quite
underneath your blue
had you and I only met one more time
your quietness could align my stars and rubies in place
your so clean, so serene, so quite and still
and I just want you to paint me happy and yellow like the still sky in daylight
make me feel at ease and whisper to me one more time
whatever you do, do it carefully
and then you’ll love everything for what everything is
and then i’ll finally be over your yellowtail, 4ever.