I’m lying still on my bed
with the sun on my right and the moon on my left
and i have no idea where i want to go
should i become a Yuri-G ?
leave earth and watch the other planets align my heart in place
i want to have my two feet walk on my sagittarius moon.
i want to fly
no i want to to feel grounded.
i want the secret fire in me burn visibly out of my chest so i can see it
and yet i
i knew exactly what did that to me
minuscule pixels projected by light on a wide wall
rolling my favorite movie
i wish i knew how they did it
or writing down sounds that have me leavе my body whenever i hеar them
i don’t know what exactly does it for me
but i’ll sit still on my bed for now
feeling the dynamic energies of both the sun and the moon
fill me whole
through and through
like how art seeps into my bones and marrow
i don’t want to know where i’ll be in three years
i don’t want to know anything