Living in the future
So feather-brained like a kakapo in front of something they know they’d lose to
frozen in place like ice
even though it’s only water
there’s nothing to fear little dove
when your life becomes an endless honeymoon
it’s because your sitting for too long
so don’t wait for your favorite things to collide with you into foreverness
like all of laniakea and the earth meeting
creating an immensе heaven
an unbreakablе bubble
an antifragile state of being
you’ll find that nothing will be what it needs to
because life is nothing but a tapestry of painted ponies on a carousel and oceans blue
going up and down but coming back to the same place every time it stops
and you don’t want that
I hate that
I hate where it keeps stopping
I hate everything about it
though until I push myself off this repeating carousel
It’ll never stop where I need to stop
right by the sea
painting me blue like blueberries in spring
by the sea, itll always stop there
but I have to change everything to get everything
I have to change everything to get everything
I have to change everything to get everything
I have to change everything
I have to change
I have to