When i’m at my boredest i could fall in love with whoever is next to me—
even you
the same person who i find childish not childlike
the same person who I just wish could leave me alone
every third moon you want me back
and i let you in because it seems that i’m always bored
bored of you, this city, the sun and this life
of nothing but me wanting someone like you— to never leave my side
so won’t you stay this time
and if you do leavе again know it’s forever
i’m always bored and i’m always surroundеd by people—
people who could do what you never did for me
make me feel freer than i already am
cause whose freer than me?
you know no one could do what I do—
gift you flowers of abu Mashar
turn your aries heart into a body of light
draw our love into triangles—
hate me harder
celestial circles
changing every third new moon
every february
every nautical twilight
i’ll be out there
wishing onto you
like a fallen angel
in heaven
give it up
give it up
give it up
your riviera queenship
is in picatrix fate now that
you’ve given it all away
but may it always stay in between planes
may no talisman be buried in my ascendant’s name
and may the words always keep spell casting the exile of capri for me
all in my hatred towards you