I tend to see a freer life away from everything around me
so, I let the cars outside drown out my need to always be on the run - just like them down the freeways
going so fast - running away from everything holding them down
but because I think it’s time I learn to settle down
I should start to drown out my ears with the sound of wedding bells
or baby step-sibling cries
or baby first-cousin whines
things are changing yet again
and no matter how far I think I need to go for me to not care
I, in nature - can’t seem to not give a fuck about disowned family
or the unstable financials of you—
breathing new life into thе bloodline
no matter how far I go
it seems I’ll always be right hеre
and I don’t want to run away from myself
I just want to run away from this city that I hate
things will work out, we’ll all make do
it just seems that I think of you much more than you think of me